I have a question…

One that I could never answer..

What A good thing I have ever done..

In these twenty and five years..

As a boy?

As a man?

As a friend?

And as a son?

Who have ever smiled because of me?

Whom I have given just a tiny happiness?

Perhaps none..

Probably never..

I’m such a worthless creature..

Who don’t even deserve a hell when I’m done..

Jakarta, 1 September 2011.
a worthless man

In Depression.

With Love,

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